UPDATE SINCE EARLIER TODAY-->
as i told you earlier, i had an appt w. the cardiologist this afternoon. i had an abnormal ekg back in february. i had to wear a heart monitor for 24 hours and have an echo done (an ultrasound of the heart). the guy doing my echo is february said "you have quite the boring heart" i would rather have boring than something wrong.
i went in today so very nervous (of course). the very first thing they do is weigh you. mind you, they weight you with clothes ON. i immediately freaked out when i saw the number. it was higher than this morning, which weight usually is later on in the day bc of fluids and if you ate during the day. tears were in my eyes. it was X lbs. it was exactly my "fear" weight. i tried to combat the negative thinking. i tried to tell myself it is fluids and it is with clothes on.
so needless to say tonight i feel horribly gross & the f word. le sigh.
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