new beginning.

today i am beginning to say my final goodbyes at work as tomorrow is my final day. it is becoming real that i am staring a new beginning and new chapter in my life. as exciting as it is, it is so scary at the same time. i have been at this job for 22 months and starting a new job is terrifying. it is a transition and a big one at that. i am sad that i am leaving my clients, coworkers, and my great boss. but it is time to move on..

this is almost a sign that my life is starting a new beginning; recovery wise. on january first, it is a clean slate. a time to continue those baby steps and get a good grasp on recovery. 2011 was an awful year. i was my sickest, withdrew from school and ended up taking 8 weeks off from work to be in the hospital. i dont want 2012 to be anything like the past year..i want this year to be happy and healthy. to see the darkest of times fade away. recovery is so foreign to me, but itsomething i want so badly. so tomorrow is the start of my new beginning. a new ME.