tonight marks the night of a new year. a clean slate. a new beginning. unfortunately, i have to work 4-midnight and then 11-7 tomorrow (but it keeps me out of trouble).
2010 was a rough year for me. i relapsed to the absolute worst i have. i met the love of my life and then was heart broken. i was put on a full semester medical leave. but yet, i survived.
i feel like 2011 will be a good year. i plan on fighting this disease with all i have. i want to say buh-bye to ED. he has ruined my life. made me lose so much. i have not "gained" anything from my anorexia...only depleted myself of so many opportunities and so many relationships.
here are some goals for the new year:
1. get back to school on January 19th
2. continue to fight ED and restore my health and weight
3. surround myself with positive and supportive people
4. focus on myself and my well being
5. give back to the community in one way or another
6. become a better person and rediscover who i am
those are to just name a few.
i know that i can fight this demon because i have before. i just need to open my toolbox and use the tools that i have learned when things get rough. i am determined. i am optimistic. i want to live a better life.
here is to a year of happiness, health, and recovery my friends.
"if you want your life to be a magnificent story, then begin by realizing that you are the author and everyday you have the opportunity to write a new page."
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