inspiration...

things lately have been a bit rocky. i am not going to lie...since i have been in IOP i have not been following my meal plan very well, as i said in my last post.

due to some situations (i will spare the details, per usual, because i feel they do not need to be spread on my bloggie) i have resorted to restricting my calories. however, today is a new day. a new start. just because i have fucked up once doesnt mean i need to continue to fuck up..

the one thing that happened last night that gave me hope is i am possibly meeting someone who is an inspiration to me, Kristina Wandzilak. she is a fighter, a survivor, and she gives me hope. she is in the area on oct. 13 and she said if she has some free time during her schedule that day, she would like to meet and have coffee. i feel so honored that she would take time out of her busy schedule to meet with me. IF it does happen i dont know what i will do. i think i might be speechless...i look upto her. i have read her book, watched her show, and she gives me hope that i can conquer all of this..i hope that i do get to meet her...it would mean so much to me.

so despite the craziness that is my life, that one meeting could change my entire outlook on life, on addiction...

keep fighting my loves,

lis