delete

"Some people, they can’t just move on, you know, mourn and cry and be done with it. Or at least seem to be. But for me… I don’t know. I didn’t want to fix it, to forget. It wasn’t something that was broken. It’s just… something that happened. And like that hole, I’m just finding ways, every day, of working around it. Respecting and remembering and getting on at the same time"

i feel just that right now. as if i want to forget everything that happened. i want to forget. do you ever have that thought that pops into your head that you wish you didn't think? or a constant nagging in the back of your mind? i wish there was such a thing as an "unthink" button..backspace, erase, DELETE.