today is my first day at the new job. eeek! i got up nice and early to get ready and as i am writing this i am having my brekkie. a nice bowl of yummy oats with a cup of coffee.
i am excited and nervous for this new endeavor. it is a fresh start. my previous job had so many memories (and not good ones)
last week my N and i set a weight goal for the week. increase mind you. i am sooo close to that goal. i just need to work a bit harder so i achieve it. i want it. this morning i was looking in the mirror as i was straightening my hair and i realized that this isnt that bad. yes, i am not exactly delighted with the changes i am seeing, but my body needs and is craving to get healthy. i CAN do this. i did it in 2008 when i went to the hospital. i got to my bodys set point. so i know it is possible.
i am trying to schedule an appt with my psych for wed. i have not been sleeping well (it is hard to fall asleep nor stay asleep.) i wake up about 4-5 times a night. this is because my circadian rhythm is completely whacked out and i have been under a great deal of emotional stress. i take my meds and melatonin along with it yet i am still not sleeping. she has some ideas. i hope they will work because i need sleep!
well kiddos, i am off to finish getting ready and make my lunch. it is quite weird to be eating at normal hours because with my old job my lunch was at like 4 pm. brekkie at 830 and lunch at 12? hmmph. i feel like a normal person.
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